I've come to realise something during the past few months.

It is better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all.

don't ask me why..
though i realise that being single for a longer than usual period of time has taught me a lot...
and somehow now, i don't exactly believe or want to fall in love.

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went to PJC today to sign my paycheck for college day.
and i' m waitin for pioneer sec's SYF paycheck to enter my account as well.
otherwise, i'm just living on savings now, and its depleting really quickly.

i hate bumming around,
but i guess i'll probably hate work as much if i do get a job..
so meanwhile i'll just stick to my daily routine of squash, football manager, and TV.