sometimes i feel so lost and confused about everything thats happening around me...
sometimes i get so puzzled by own thoughts
i amaze myself at my lack of self awareness at times...

i don't even know what i'm thinking all of a sudden...

i'm becoming too quiet for my own good.
so whats the real me?..

the crappy one who seems extremely sociable to strangers?
or the one who feels uncomfortable when he interacts with others?

i walk along FASS and sometimes when i see a friend walking the opposite direction,
i hesitate to say hello.

whats happening?