06 October 2009

met up with eileen today for inglorious bastards.
surprisingly lots to talk about!
never knew we could just go on and on and on about things.
and i found out that her sister knows ewe.

meanwhile, i'm confused about a lot of things.
books, with empty pages, are unreadable.
or maybe u're an encyclopedia with too many words to understand.
or maybe its just me who's stupid...
but i'm trying u know...
but i'm just an ordinary person.
i don't know which way to go.

anyway, i've got a recent favourite song.
for the first time in a long time.. i've had enough of songs that go "pokerrr face, or just dance or imsoniaaaaa"

download asher book's someone to watch over me.
it encurtails the beauty of simple words, with a simple melody.
something that i haven't been able to find of late.

like what joce told me.
mebbe the songs i write, the inspirations, come from what i've gone thru.
and what i've gone thru lately,
isn't really the nicest things to put into a song...

and i dreamt of dixie that day.
it was freakishly realistic. so much that i actually sleepwalked out to the toilet, and back to sleep without knowing and my mum saw me :S