i'm awfully disappointed.
the most trusted student i had in my choir actually turned around and played me out.
imagine putting all your faith and appointing her vice president, and she turns out to nip you in the butt.
an awful disappointment, a stab in the heart.
sometimes i really wonder how to manage kids like that.

i came up with the motto one for all all for one for the choir.
and now everything is in shambles.

i needed my students to stand up for themselves,
to love music,
to love singing,
and to be united.

i thought i succeeded in doing so.
only for today to ruin everything.

so they say adults are complicated with politics and stuffs at workplace/school?
i say children nowadays are way more complicated.

i've never felt more disappointed.
maybe i'm just not cut out to be a conductor then.