the ups and downs of august.

have been thinking a lot recently,
firstly, about my ambition for my choir for winning a medal for the upcoming SYF.
secondly, about my career..

i'm so envious of choir conductors who have a wide array of talent right in front of them,
a huge choir of 80 members,
being able to choose who goes for SYF and who doesn't...
but i guess i've got to put my faith into each and everyone i have in my own choir and hope that they work 300% harder in order to achieve a medal.
but thereare so much politics and problems in the choir now that i feel pretty drained from music.

on to happier stuffs....
watched step up 3 with justine yesterday at cine!
gotta admit i was pretty disappointed at the show.
maybe popping isn't my thing.
i'm alot more wowed when the whole crew does dance moves together.

but i guess its just awesome to spend time together with friends whom u truly genuinely enjoy their company.

we made a spontaneous trip down to cck to visit my dogs at midnight!
and i realised how much i miss rocher!
watching him jump eagerly at me when i visit him totally warms my heart.
and i think the photo above is awesome. i haven't got a shot of rocher and me looking into the camera together despite trying to take one the past few years.

=)

meanwhile, i'm really beginning to think that feeling the unexpected at the most unexpected times is the most genuine feeling ever.

whatever happens, i'm happy =)

i came up with this quote myself recently.

you know... people always ask what love is like.
how do you know you love someone... yada yada.

and the regular answer i will usually give would be the whole cliche
"oh, you think of her before u go to sleep, and when you wake up in the morning"
"you try sharing all your happy moments with her"
"you feel happy when you hear from her online or on the phone"

as much as everything on top is true,
i think the most amazing thing and the most special feeling you can get out of love,
is when you love in the most unexpected manner.

when u dont anticipate you will ever fall in love with someone, and suddenly..
it just happens, with no reason, with no warning.

that unexpected feeling.
thats love.