i'm not lookin forward to the holidays.
bcoz

1. i'm not goin for holidays
2. i'm not goin for internship
3. my summer school applicatoin was rejected
4. i may end up studying modules durin the holiday
5. it just sounds sucky

and i'm totally not lookin forward to anything.

all my frens are attached.
and my family's so small there's nothing much i can look forward to.

this sucks.